I’ve been suffering under a delusion.
A delusion of adequacy.
Decisive
When i was younger, i rode a bike without brakes down a hill, and swerved into a bush before i reached the main road.
Now i am older, i ride the same bike,for different reasons, and swerve into the same bush, for different reasons.
Slipped
Every year I returned to the exact same spot and waited, hoping you’d arrive.
I’m sorry my finger slipped when I was setting the date in the time machine.
Limping
I’m limping because last night I stood on some shards of broken dreams.
They are scattered on my bedroom floor along with my self-respect, bottles of girlfriend tears and lost hopes crumpled and stained.
The chase
He had to get to the airport, he flew past an overturned red mini that had been cordoned off.
He decellerated,pulled over, and looked back at her helpless body lying on the tarmac.
Same
Blind rituals, archaic strictures and useless rules.
Work, religion, love, it’s all the same.
Judgment
Everything I’ve ever written could be titled “untitled”.
Every girl I’ve ever been with could be called “a shocking lapse in judgment”.
Amazonian Anticipation
With a knot lodged firmly in his dry upper throat, a visible tremor pulsating his hand, and a hopeful yet fearful look on his face, he instructed the computer to display the literary life-sustaining data he had patiently awaited, while voicing a silent prayer. It seemed an eternity, as if his internet were an old dialup modem from the early nineties, as he waited for the monitor to display the number 650, 041, which was his sales rank on Amazon for his self-published memoir.
Puppy love
Puppy puppy puppy.
Love love love.
Fairy Tale Ending?
“No one understands our love,” the dragon sighed.
“Interspecies relationships will take time to be accepted,” the princess said, “But at least he had nice stuff to add to our hoard.”
Acquiesce
The neophyte had conjured up a number around the cauldron with his private equity partners, and by golly that was the number we were going use. It really made it so much simpler to finish the projections once we all got on board the crazy train.
Winning
Life is an adventure to conquer.Cherish the chase as much much as you cherish the trophy.
Burning
Did the burning houses convince you?
I really really really really love you.
Weekend
Tomorrow at work they’ll ask me what I did on the weekend and I’ll lie and say “you know, just had a bit of fun” or something like that.
The truth is that on the weekend I mocked a few religions, declared a meal “the worst I’ve eaten” though it wasn’t, slept alone, and relaxed my hands on the wheel in yet another reckless game so the car strayed just a little onto the gravel.
Publish
All the words over all the years piled up and rotted, becoming toxic.
When they were putrid enough, I published them.
Beads
Sometimes I imagine the planets as beads on a necklace.
I want to grasp it, push all the beads together and then snap the string.
Impatience Rewarded
Smiling glances traded by the aged couple sitting on the front row as cherished memories dance through their minds, whispered antidotes of childhood pranks and mishaps, and one fidgety dance of impatience all come to a halt when the gilded doors at the back of the room opened. Tony knew the wait was worth it, the extra few minutes time well spent, when his bride came through the doors and he watched his future walk toward him, one beautiful step at a time.
The Road Ahead
Defeated, disheveled, and bewildered, Gabe sat alone in his eight by ten cell pondering the predicament he’d gotten himself into yet again. This time though, a peace-giving promise of hope overcame the daunting demons at hand, shedding light on the road ahead.
She comes to visit me.
She made love to me with her eyes, her glance running over my body, her hands trembling to get close enough to touch, our worlds separated by an impossible expanse – our bodies so close, with nothing but three inches of bullet-proof glass to keep us apart.
She asked me if there was any word on when I might get out, if there was any chance for an early parole hearing, but there was no reason to give her any hope that my situation would change; her husband was still dead, and his brother was still the mayor.
Longing
Can you feel the eternal longing?
The eternal longing for chocolate biscuits!